The grass isn't always greener on the other side...

We have those sayings for a reason. Somewhere at some point in time it was said. Many people say your job isnt who you are or what your life is but really I think your job is who you are. You spend your whole life wanting to grow up to be this or that and you go to school to get whatever job you have. I love love love being a nurse. It is one of the most rewarding but draining jobs. I feel proud to say I am a nurse, numerous times I find myself telling stories of the things I do (without violating HIPPA hahaha). Recently I have switched jobs because our house in princeton didnt sell and we had it in our heads that we liked Princeton better or was it that, it just so happened some bad things happened in Btown that we thought we did like princeton better. I never moved because I didnt like Bloomington Hospital, yes, in it's entirety I didnt like all of it but in all honesty the best place I have ever worked with some of the best people ever. I cried the day I left. I think about it everyday.
My new job well lets just say I don't really enjoy it. Coming home and crying to Mike every night about how bad it is, that's just not healthy. Thinking that I don't really want to be a nurse anymore. I wonder what lesson I am needing to learn from this. I just want to go to work and be happy. I think I know exactly what that means...