Monday, January 10, 2011

with a heavy heart

it saddens me that i have to write this blog
i wish that animals could live as long as us
i wish that animals could tell us how they are feeling
i love my cats with all my heart
they are our children
we have infertility issues and they are my little blessings in disguise
we lost one of our babies this morning
i knew jinxy was old and not doing well
but in my mind if i ignored it she would live forever
basically yesterday i sat all day holding jinxy
we were up all night and the 30 mins this morning that i layed her by herself when i got ready for work
she passed :(
i think she was waiting for me to leave the room
she didnt want me to see her last breath
a big thx to my mommy (yes i still call her that)
hubs, my daddy (yes still call him that too) and friend sandy
for keeping me sane and helping me through this with their kind words and hugs
jinxy we love you and miss you already

Jinxy resting in her bed

One last love on mommy



Waiting outside her room.  They miss their sister.

Saying bye to sissy.


5 comments:

Carri said...

Awww I'm so sorry :(

Courtney, Jeff, Ayla & Leah said...

Ok really. Im crying. So sorry!

Leah Robinson said...

oh my gosh, I'm bawling!! So sad!! really sad...HUGGS!!!

Erica said...

Thanks girls I really appreciate it.

Caroline and Kyle said...

so sorry Erica!